As I grow more in age, I grow in responsibilities. For my birthday today, I had to go to work to take a class for my new promoted position. I worked the day before. This time I didn’t buy myself a cake or took my family out like I’ve been doing the past two years. I just haven’t been feeling up to it. Of course with most businesses we start to self doubt because money is going out and none coming in no matter how confident you are at the beginning. Self- doubt will kick in. Unfortunately, it’s happening when I’m supposed to be celebrating me. I’m not giving up. I just got a few blows that’s all. I dealing with a lot of other life obstacles. I did manage to schedule a facial and maybe nails. My son did something great even though I didn’t feel like celebrating me, he surprisingly choose to pick up my slack to celebrate me. I always do for others, but I don’t receive much back and I end up being disappointed and exhausted, it comes with the territory. My son took me out to dinner and we had a great time despite of the restaurant moving slow due to under staffing. I’m grateful and thankful, that he is becoming a wonderful adult. I’m blessed. No ownership to the music of this video.